The Sexuality of Bereavement
lingering memories, replacing joy by pain
in my roots underneath my silent cries grind and burn
shaping my own defeat to the point of no return
you are leaving me to cope with my scars
ignoring me for what? I don't know
former joy burnt down and decayed,
all that might have been turned to hate
dew washed away by the rain, acid bitterness eats me
it burns a hole in my crust,
seedlings of our trust won't grow no more
leafless you left me as leaves fell down to earth
naked I became when you left,
Greenfield Morning I Pushed An Empty Baby Carriage All Over The City
Hmm, oh, talk to me
Oh, oh, oh, oh
Oh, talk to me
Alone in a room
It's just me and you
I feel so lost
Cause I don't know what to do
Now what if I choose
The wrong thing to do
I'm so afraid
Afraid of disappointing you
So I need to talk to you
And ask you for your guidance
Especially today
When my mind feels so cloudy
Guide me until I'm sure
I open up my heart, oh yeah
My hopes and dreams
Are fading fast
I'm all burnt out
And I don't think my strength's gonna last
So I'm crying out, crying out to you
Lord I know that you're the only one
Who is able to pull me through
So I know I need to talk to you
And ask you for your guidance
Especially today
When my world feels so cloudy
Lord guide me until I'm sure
I open up my heart, oh yeah
Yes I do
Show me how to do things your way
Don't let me make the same mistakes - over and over again
Thy will be done and I'll be the one
To make sure that it's carried out
And in me you will have no doubt
That's why
I wanna talk to you
And ask you for your guidance
And especially today
When my world seems just a little bit cloudy
Lord you can guide me through
That's why I open up, I open up my heart
My heart, my heart, my heart
All I need to do is hear a single word from you, ooh
I open, I open, open up my heart
Just one word can make a difference in what I do Lord
Guide until I'm sure
I open, I open, I open, I open my heart
Lord you just say one word, one word, one word
One word, one word
I open, I open, open up, open up my heart to you, to you
You're the lover of my soul
The captain of my sea
I need a word from you
That's why I open up my heart